My Kind of Life

Sweet Conversation

Hello! :) I’m here again to share my today’s experience that made most of my day. Haha Before anything else? Let me ask how are you? Our network connection in the house is not available for 3 weeks now. That’s why I haven’t told you anything about me especially about my holidays. I feel sad for myself. :(( OK, this is supposed to be a happy sharing becasue this is about my crush whom I just had a talk with! Haha This morning, in our Tour Guiding class, our professor asked us to look for a partner for the activities she assigned us to do. Since my crush and I are seatmates, we were partners! Gaaaah. The moment I knew that she would be my partner, my heart started pumping so fast! I almost had a panic attack. Haha JK And then, at first, both of us were too shy to talk first to each other since we don’t talk often. Yeah, even if we’re seatmates, I really feel shy to approach her. I feel afraid, really! As much as I want to talk to her when she’s quiet and no one to talk to and I’m just there beside her thinking what move should I do, but I can’t. Bah! I’m so ”torpe.” :D LOL And then, of course, I was smiling while looking at her and thinking what to say first. Ogh, by the way, I was person A in the activity and she was person B. Person A was asked to share his “My first Time” with person B. I couldn’t think of what to share with her that’s why I had nothing to say at first! Luckily, our professor ordered us to start at her signal and after that I told her about my first time to transfer to a new house from the one that I lived into for 18 years. You know what, I could see in her eyes that there’s awkwardness as we talk together. Not to mention that all of our classmates are actually teasing us from time to time. They link us together actually. They just don’t know that I really have a crush on her. Now I wonder if she feels the same on me? Haha I don’t want to anticipate! LOL After my turn, it’s her turn to share with me her “My Present Concern.” She told me that she was feeling sleepy that moment. She also said that she wanted to be a productive person too. When I asked her why she was feeling sleepy, she answered that it’s because she already slept at 3:00am today. Our class starts at 7:00am so we should wake up really early for us not to be late. And then she added that she’s like having insomnia. I laughed when she said that and according to her, the earliest time she go to bed is 12:00am. I can’t do that! Haha I love sleeping so I go to bed early. :)) After 5 minutes of sharing to me, the moment I always wish for to happen everyday came true, for 10 minutes plus my 5 minute sharing with her! Haha And it doesn’t end there! There still actitivity number 2 where we must write a letter addressed to our body. The activity is called “Dear Body.” And I wrote what I wanted to say to my body on my notebook and so did she and the entire class. (I will post the picture of my letter with this next time.) After we finished writing, our professor told us to exchange notebooks again. Haha She was a bit shy to show me her letter because she wrote a little serious matter. Haha It’s about the changes she wanted to have in her life like being productive and living happier. Mine was a short one and it’s about my want to gain weight. Haha Mine was funny but hers was a bit serious so our letters were totaly opposite. And, I only made a short one but hers was longer. Is it unfair? :)) But I am happy that I got to know some things about her. I really hope that it would be the start of talking to her more often. And for a hopeless romantic like me, it was a sweet conversation. ;)) I need a lot of confidence for me to talk to her again! Haha Can you give me some? Help me to boost mine! Haha I’m not good at it. Heeeelp! Go. :)

~A